so if anyone in the oregon area is planning on going to may faire which is the weekend of May4th... please let me know 'cus i'm planning on going as a vendor (doin' my gypsy palm reading thing) and if i can taking as many people with me to help split the cost of gas and food! so if you wanna go give me a shout and we'll try to work something out.

Much luv,

Mamma G

i fucking haaaaaate hypocrits!!!! especially when they spout off to me about loyalty! i don't like having some of my most ingrained values questioned and that's what has happend. if anyone knows me well they know that i am one of the most loyal people you could ever meet. i will take secrets and confidences to my fucking grave, and walk through fire to follow a friend who i promised i'd protect... but sometimes you have to choose who you are more loyal to... someone who you haven't known a very long time, and has kinda stomped your heart at times by accident and who you know would be better off with some space from you (even if they don't want to recognize it), or someone who has always been there for you for over 5 years, someone who's driven from another state to visit you over night 'cus you had a really shitty day and got bad news! i had to make that choice and it sucks ass, but i made it... i chose the friend who i've known longer and has been there for me and now wants me to be there for him.... and my other "friend" talks to me about how he's "questioning my loyalty" to him and his!! what right does he have... it really hurt my feelings that he would do that... i only told him about my choice out of loyalty to him so that he wouldn't be suprised when it happend..... i was nearly in tears 'cus the last thing that i would ever want to do is hurt the feelings of a friend and the fact that i did made me feel aweful but now that i've had a night i'm pissed that my friend couldn't see that this is much better for me, and that this wasn't an easy choice for me to make.... all i have to say is.....FUCKING MOTHER FUCK FUCK WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is al Much luv,

Mamma G